And one thing I have realized is that I need to not let the mind interfere with the feelings that arise in me. At first I was just going to use it as a tactic to stop my mind from convincing me to smoke cigarettes, but I’ve realized that that’s exactly what I need to do with almost everything. There’s a reason I’m not good at speaking with people, yet I can know exactly what they are feeling. I just need to not let my mind label every feeling that arises and it will begin to make more sense and I will be able to use my mind as a Tool to guide the feeling through me, right along the river and out of me. That is how one would evolve psychic abilities as well.
If I am to truly crucify the ego, this must be a step in the process. I must let the ego be a friend, a guide for the energy and “pain”, and feelings in general. In shamanism I was given the “bands of protection” which transmutes or repels negative energies, I must strengthen it and use that to my advantage.
The mind is such a powerful tool, that is why you must learn to use it in a way that it is not self destructive. Thought is pure energy that is designed to follow our intentions, if we are unaware of our intentions or the random thoughts we send focus to, then we are usually hurting ourselves and others around us in one way or another. If we are consciously aware of them, then we can use them to heal ourselves, others, and the planet as well. Thought follows intention. Your intentions are POWERFUL, more increasingly so as time flows. Use your prayer energy wisely and this place can change so quickly.
This is how it’s meant to be, there is absolutely NOTHING wrong with this moment. As many problems as your mind can point out, they are there to give us a reason to explore and discover our true power and our true being. All of these “problems” in your life are there to teach you something vital, the pain is there so you can conquer it like a virus and become immune to it. You become stronger and wiser, you evolve physically and mentally. This time is meant for YOU. Use this time to understand who you are and use your prayer/thought energy to destroy what is no longer necessary and fill in the spaces with something that can benefit everyone.
Keep up this journey everyone. Get yourself lost. No destinations. Only new experiences. Keep moving. Love and live. We can and will change this world for the better. I will not stand to let us destroy our home, and the only way to create this change is to unite physically and mentally, changing ourselves and the world around us as one divine being. We are vital cells in this divine organism called the universe, work with it, not against it and in return will be joy and bliss, pure love, the stuff we’re made of.
